Sunday, March 11, 2012
Good show, gents
I want to take a little time to give a shout out to my sweetheart of a boyfriend, who even in the throws of a drunken tantrum, he can still take a moment to give me a kiss and tell me how much he cares about me. I think that is really cool and I think that shows how much I mean to him on a deep level. I'm always on edge when it comes to saying the right thing at the right time. I just want to make sure I don't throw "Love" out there at an inappropriate moment, or even worse, when the feeling is not reciprocated. Moments like that can be either very bonding or very awkward. I try to avoid the awkwardness. Thankfully, my boyfriend was able to crash through the awkward barrier for us both. Now if you're a person who knows us both, you may be thinking of a question along the lines of "Now these two started dating a little under a month ago... is it normal to be talking about 'love'?" My answer to you is simple, there are things here that are a long-time brewing over the past several months if not longer. Don't worry, I'm not too crazy here. I have an appreciation for letting our feelings marinate before serving them for dinner, if you know what I mean. I certainly do not have any history in matters of deep infatuation, so I am being very cautious currently.